It's so sudden when something happened on a Saturday morning . When I was preparing myself to work and received message telling that " Jason is in a critical condition and the next moment he was die . Tears just broke down and the heart of mine just sank . Such a nice guy and he is still so young which just pass away just like this . We were like out together for outing for 4 times and now he is leaving us . What's more we were like out last week and that night was like so fun filled with so much laughter . We went to pray ? We went to Changi Village to grab our supper and we met road blocks , headed down to West Coast halfway eddie's bike break down . We were our gathering at the bus-stop joking and oplaying around . Now , you are like no longer with us anymore . I hate myself ! For not talkingmore with you and joke with you ! I hate myself for being so no courage and now you leave us and I couldn't find anymore chances to talk to you and play with you ! Seriously , I am fucking upset and I really couldn't accept such fact that you really leave us . I just wanna tell you this , thanks for all those fun , memories and even yourself for entering the life of mine once and I promise I will keep you in my heart as partly of my prettiest memories that we once have together . I MISS YOU , JASON ! :(