Fun
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Back Posting , gone MIA for very long le . Been busy recently . Anyway finally quitted my job . Eveything went back as per normal . But recently just doesnt feel like attending school again so been skipping school . Last Saaturday went out to play with girlfriends at east coast . Laugh , was very funny . hahas . But due to some reason Jamie dint come with us . Suppose to go play roller blade with them de but ended up playing arcarde . After that went back eunos to play basketball
Baby , I am Sorry
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Brokeup this period of times must really thanks girlfriends they all and Siongkiat for accompany me . Texting with me each day and care for me each day . Never fail to make me smile happily and entertainig me . Thanks Guys . Siongkiat has become my FAKE BOYFRIEND le . He teaches me alot of things . So I have really set a mind of mine le . I wouldnt want a Boyfriend when my haert cant still forgert HIM . I doesnt want to hurt those guys but just they think they can let me forgert HIM and we went to try but ended up they just cant let me and so everything relationship ended up in FAILURE .
Baby , I miss you .
We brokeup le .
back posting le . Recently really been busy . Busy with my work . I am currently working as
a beer promoter at a pub . Gosh , I am so tired after work each day and feeling so uncomfortable every knockoff after work . Have to drink with customer in order to earn more money and comission . Yet at the same time I am also worry that customer would touch me or what so ever . So I pray hard they wont do anithink to me . I feel really so tired . Few days ago , I have fallen ill le . Thanks to alan my work de Bartender have make his way down to my place here to takecare of me by bringing me to go eat and buy medicine . Thanks Alan .
Everything was nort so SMOOTH these few days beacause ii have brokeup with Jordan le .
I am Sorry that ii have hurt you . But since everything has ended up at this way den I respect
your decesion .
Breakups do hurts and perhaps everything I do is really WRONG . Never wants our relationship to end up in this way but just I couldnt be the Girlfriend that you want . Breakups is makes me cry alot alot . Couldnt gert over for these few days but life still go on . Work would be the BEST medicine for me . Gert drunk and heart wouldnt feel that pain anymore . Everything have just gone back to the circle .
Monday, September 14, 2009
back posting le . Been really busy recently so dint have a chance to post .
Beside recently also dint took any new photos . LOLS .
Lets update so news hao le . Huangwen have brokeup with Jinyang le and now finally
she is with Desmond le .
As for me , ii am still ATTACHED to Jordan . But things doesnt seen to be working out between us thats
smooth .
Dear started to work back le . He now really seldom has time to accompany and thats what ii am really SAD about .
I regretted for saying in the past that " I doesnt wants to meetup everyday" but den now ii am really REGRET !
Dear fetched me yesterday from school . We went back to my house and ii gert changed den we headed out for lunch . Things was really SWEET and GOOD . Joking around with each other .
Soon he have to go . thats when ii am really sad . We were very close whenever we are together but when
the moment he left me everything is different .
Sometimes ii feel that we may gert drifted apart . He were to busy to text with me and we hardly meet up .
Can our relationship last ? I also throw temper at you but you think that ii will feel good ? Just worried that
you may fall for other girls . Saw message that girls send you and the way you talked about your ex girlfriend ?
Do you really know how upset am ii ? I guess you wont know .
Just wants you to care me more and pay more attention me ? Is that hard ?
I doesnt want a breakup perhaps a sorry or some sweet talk from you sometimes ii would be happy ?
Can our relationship last ? I dontknow and its time for me to doubt it .
Went drinking again last night , i flung my CPA paper today !! ._.!!
Crying over for you . Tears just couldnt stop because there is no hug from you .
Find me nagging perhaps just wants to care you more .
Everything is so FUN .
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Everything was so fun last night . We girls kept LAUGHING and LAUGHING . It would be really nice
if all of us could stay together . But ii guess the house would be really mess . WAHAHAS .
Early in the morning jamie and edna went back home so only left me and zhaoya at home .
Sleep till now den we finally wake up . So tired .
Yesterday chit-chatted with jamie alot and ii believe she dint really sleep .
She even cook food for us to eat . wahahas . Food is able to eat and nobody have to go to the
washroom after ate finish her food . THANKS GOD !!
YUMMY !! I could really say .
Zhaoya and Jamie gert attached on the 10.09.2009
Gert attached to EDNA BOYFRIEND on the 09.09.2009 . OOPpss . . How can she TIMER me ??
OMG !! I LOVES MY GIRLFRIENDS !! (:
ii have my ladies night again !
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
today ii be staying over at zhaoya's house again . We girls will be enjoying again .
but today only have jamie , edna and zhaoya . Its great to have them with me beacuse ii
can open up my heart and talk with them . (:
They treat me really very good and seriously ii wants to thanks them for being there with me .
Thanks GIRLS .
Started my N levels le , seriously ii am kind of nervous . First day when ii taking my paper ,
my whole stationary fall out from my pencil case . LAUGH !!
Patched up with Jordan , seriously really wants to last with him and love him just like the
way ii love daniel in the past . He is my present tense and no more past tense .
Yesterday finally meet up with DEAR le , ii am so HAPPY . I know that ii would have
a very long time cannot meet up with him .
So ii am very SAD and ii really MISS DEAR alots !! Time being with him ii will
really treasure and ii promise him nort to be an attitude girlfriends .
Dear , ii love you .
July patched with Jordan and ii promise to love him with my whole heart .
Choose to love you and last you . Afraid that you might nort loves me one day and perhaps
you will dump me . Love me and never hurt me alrights ? I love my BOYFRIEND . (:
I enjoy my ladies party
Saturday, September 5, 2009
I enjoy my LADIES NIGHTS PARTY !!
A very GOOD AFTERNOON to everyone !! Yesterday stayed overnight at ZHAOYA'S HOUSE !!
That Girlfriend of mine was afraid to stay at home as her parents going oversea so she was
afraid to stay at home . LAUGH !!
Reached at my OWN HOUSE at 11 plus and headed to bathroom straight away !!
Went down to meetup with JOEY'S . Headed to ZHAOYA'S HOUSE .
Were mending the blog of mine and everyones de . Can you imagine 4 person sharing a
COMPUTER ? thats FUN !!
Two girlfriends went down to buy food and beer .
While JAMIE and me was staying at home . One watching TV and the other
is playing COM .
Food had ARRIVED and some food had done heating up .
Sitting around and eat . So ENTERTANING !!!
Went down to meet AHXIONG and HAIPING !! Smoking again !!-.-!!
15 mins later headed up again . JOEY taught us how to dance , can you
all imagine ?? LAUGHING !!
DRINKING TIME . . . .
After drinking , we headed to bedroom and trying to gert some sleep
but ended up LAUGHING AND LAUGHING . .
Slept , slept , slept and finally ii am AWAKE !!!
A very GOOD AFTERNOON to everyone !! Yesterday stayed overnight at ZHAOYA'S HOUSE !!
That Girlfriend of mine was afraid to stay at home as her parents going oversea so she was
afraid to stay at home . LAUGH !!
Reached at my OWN HOUSE at 11 plus and headed to bathroom straight away !!
Went down to meetup with JOEY'S . Headed to ZHAOYA'S HOUSE .
Were mending the blog of mine and everyones de . Can you imagine 4 person sharing a
COMPUTER ? thats FUN !!
Two girlfriends went down to buy food and beer .
While JAMIE and me was staying at home . One watching TV and the other
is playing COM .
Food had ARRIVED and some food had done heating up .
Sitting around and eat . So ENTERTANING !!!
Went down to meet AHXIONG and HAIPING !! Smoking again !!-.-!!
15 mins later headed up again . JOEY taught us how to dance , can you
all imagine ?? LAUGHING !!
DRINKING TIME . . . .
After drinking , we headed to bedroom and trying to gert some sleep
but ended up LAUGHING AND LAUGHING . .
Slept , slept , slept and finally ii am AWAKE !!!
Why choose to be me and why always must be me ?
everything its me ?? why must the person say things until so awful ?? Dirty ??
Yeah ! I think that ii am dirty too !! But you think thats ii really want ?
If times turn back ii will still do the same things because thats the only way DANIEL he
would feel bad . I dint blame him but ii just want to let him know he do effects me alots and thats the only way ii can gert his attention . So why nort ?? You can gert your LOVES ONES attention everything is WORTH IT !!
I mean comment whatever SHIT you want !! there is nothing ii can do .
Life sometimes is really tired for me and how ii wish that everything could just stop .
Why must people say things when they doesnt know the entire story and they just
comment SHIT !!
if when you guys know what happened and you guys still want to comment me den
ii gort nothing to say and ii WELCOME !!
好难过的我 ，又有谁会懂 ！当心被你一次又一次的伤害真的好想放起你 ，可是就是做不到也不想把你忘了因为我真的好爱你 。
Everything has gone back to same point .
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Back to school . Each morning wakeup was so tired !! YAWN ~~ . Gort back the result on mine .
Althought wasnt that bad but also nort that good too . Quite disappointing .
Counting 5 more days is my N level so gort to buck up !!
Being spam at tagbox . Seriously , ii do feel unhappy because being commented .
Yeah ., it maybe true that ii have been changing boyfriends but guys you think ii doesnt want a relationship that last ?? A boyfren thats loves me ? A boyfren that care for me and ii am
always happy with ? ii want !! I really want but just cant find .
Brokeup with Jordan ii also dint feel happy ! But he just cant take my attitudue , I wants
to change but is so hard . You guys think ii am Happy ?? !!! I am nort .
