A breakup do hurt
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
My relationship with JingLong has finally putted down a stop . Been together with him for 2 months 1 day . I doesnt know whether does it counted as long but to me I have given it a try for another relationship but too bad it doesnt last . Perhaps , I am nort a good girlfriend or I have never done enough as a girlfriend should . I doesnt know why that we would always quarrel and ended breaking up each time . You told me that you would change and I have given you a chance but just doesnt work . Our relationship doesnt have any trust ? Can a relationship do without trust ? I doesnt know what I have done to make you doesnt trust me so much . . Its break the heart of mine when you suspected Terry and me ? I justed doesnt know why ?! I choosen you among those guys and means its YOU ! Have I treated you nort good enough ? If I did , I am Sorry ! When times you broke my heart , I could forgive you because Baby , I love you and I want to last with you but you broke the heart of mine when you scolded me with words that is hurtful ! Forgive me , I do hurts ! Scolding OF YOURS , I cant take it ! You make me cry !
I been doing so much changes for you and it never seen enough for you . . That day when I saw you I wanted to talk to you but there is really nothing to talk . Doesnt want to create any awardness for the both of us and so I choose to go . You changed and so does I . Yes , I have been crying every night but so what ! I heard that you want a breakup too but I raised it first ! No matter what I would never fall for a guy that easy anymore because without further understanding everything going to fail . Goodbye , my dearest Boyfriend ! LoveYOU!
Friendship that I have in school(:
School Holiday has finally ended and I am back to school aleady . I dint manage to enjoy the holiday of mine but nevermind its okay . First Day of school is already good as I have been entertain by Jessica;BigSister . I guess that she dint manage to eat her medicine before she came school . Ahas ! I am just joking uhs !! Finally know our result , I guess that I did quite well for my paper . School was fun as per normal and I really feel enjoyed each day with my classmates(:
Been taking lots of photo and kind of lazy to update and so just only update this few bahs.
Wanted to tell all my dearest this " Thanks for being good friends of mine thinking back I doesnt have any friends when I first gort into Simei ITE and I happen to be friends with you all so I am really HAPPY about it. 4 months doesnt count long but I really very happy . Enjoyed all those laughter together . Recently mood has been very down as I have broke up with my boyfriend ! Thanks for being by myside and cherring up me ! Loves(:
Have a change over for myself .
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Today I have done alot of things perhaps I should say that I have been very busy these few days . Having holiday is like nort having any holidays . Humph , I feel kind of upset as a good friend of mine has something bad happened . He was whacked by some stranger and now he ha lost his memories and now we have to start over everything again . Days passed by and realise that my boyfriend has change ? Am I thinking too much ? Why I felt this way ? He wasn't the guy which I knew when we first met , realise that fishing is always important than me and no matter how hard or how many times I tell him how I feel he never change . It's kind of making me in disappointment . JinLong , he changed . Been thinking and looking through friend's facebook and noticed that why does they have make changes in their self an yet I am still the OLD me . No changes in everything just like the girl who used to be like when I was with Daniel and I doesn't like it . Today went out with Sep Girlfriend . Accompanied me to SGH to settle Grandma's hospital bill after that headed down to Tampines Interchange to take bus 69 to Springfield Sec . OMG , the both of us are like NUTS/IDIOTS ?!! . Humph , keep laughing and laughing in the bus an bus interchange . Damn it !! Cant go in as we were nort dressed up in a good way , the security said that we were too SEXY ! Mango and shorts ? Whats wrong with this dressing ??! Headed to Tampines to gert my necklaces and have our lunch ! After that went back eunos , Seiroulsy we are really CRAZY ! Keep laughing ! Headed back home the both of us to put down our bages and after that went for a new haircut . OMFG ! I look like a SMALLGIRL !!
Our relationship is just like a boat which is going to sank into the ocean . You disappointed me alot !
LovesJuly(:
Words and feelings to tell you all
Thursday, April 1, 2010
Back posting again , using a mood which I doesnt know how to describle about myself . First of all , I would like to apologise to all my Simei ITE classmates as I wasnt free to meet up with you in our HOLIDAYS as I gort to work , visit my grandma and also my brother . Sorry to Verily Mummy as I wasnt unable to celebrate your birthday with you . No matter what just wanted to wish you an HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY . Secondly , I would like to CONGRAT my 2nd Sister MeiShin would give birth ! A BABY BOY which make me become an Auntie . My newphew name is call LUCAS ! A CUTE LITLLE BABYBOY ! Third , I would like to THANKS SEP Girlfreind for taking care of me when I am ill and also my DEAREST BOYFRIEND ! THANKS ! Fourth , there is something which I wanted to share with all my friend which is my DERAEST GRANDMA of mine has passed away and which I am really very very very upset of . Next would be , I have been feeling unwell for the past few days and I have been in for Hospital for couples of time . Sorry , if I dint reply your message or answer your call . I have been busy going Malaysia doing my Grandma funeral Staff . Sorry guys , wouldnt have time to update blog for the time being .
I may look Fine but I am actually nort . Deep down in my heart , I want your concern and everything . But where are you , could you feel that I am calling you far far away . Tears been dropping down each day , I miss my grandma which nobody know . When could it be the day we meet ?
I may look Fine but I am actually nort . Deep down in my heart , I want your concern and everything . But where are you , could you feel that I am calling you far far away . Tears been dropping down each day , I miss my grandma which nobody know . When could it be the day we meet ?
