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Whats so GOOD about you all uhs ?

Monday, November 30, 2009

Here I am posting again . Let's start with this afternoon ! Was sleeping outside the living room because of some reason . Ended up sleeping around 3 plus and was wake up by Charles ! Doesnt know whats wrong with him and he just wake me up . YAWN !! I was so tired ! Went to wash up myself and after that saw Sep already wakeup le luhs . She went to shower and after that we went down to eat . LAUGH ! Joey went to fetch Jiahao&friends while we were eating and soon they arrived . Saw Junliang and was joking and entertaning each other ! Went to packet food for Socut and Poor Charles HE FELL DOWN !! LMAO !! I was LAUGHING AND LAUGHING !
Went back home to gert Scout awake and den headed downstair for basketball ! After basketball headed back to Sep's house went to shower and after that send Charles and Junliang home . Came back watching show and after that went to make Video ! Meet up with Junguang , Renjie , Junjie , Weekiong and Charles . Watched show and was drinking !! OMG !! I dontknow whether I am DRUNK anort but I was SUPER HIGH !!

Saw Edna cried ! The heart of mine is crying with her ?! I know that the 3 of us is just like real-blooded sister but we are nort so why does our fate ended just very smiliar ? DO-RE-MI ! Bad things just fall from one another and doesnt we deserve true LOVE stop giving us empty PROMISE ! If you think you cant or whatsoever COMEON! Just dont give us empty promises .
We girls may look STRONG but inside us we are really FRAGILE ! A small touch and the whole thing is going to break . Whats dere so NORT GOOD about us ?! NORT PRETTY?! NORT LOVEABLE?! Damn it , I just HATE those JERKS ! If I gort the POWER let me tell YOU , I AM GOING TO CROSSYOU OUT !! Those guys doesnt know how to love you right ?! Here , I am to LOVEYOU GIRLS TO THE MAX !
Talked to so many people about you ! I kept asking for help whether what to do between us . Talked on phone with Jianming and he told me that the chances between us is very slim . I keep crying and crying . I know everything is impossible but why I just cling on something which is pointless . I just doesnt know whats wrong with me . Waiting for you is just like waiting for the RAIN meaningless and pointless but I just doesnt know why am I so stupid ?! Could anyone please tell me what to do ?! Seriously can anyone just help me because I am really STUCK !

Sunday, November 29, 2009

I am back posting !! Yesterday went to change my blogskin again . After that went downstair to buy food and eat . Fishball Noodles with extra CHILL ! Eating fishball noodles for many so mny days !! Eating halfway at dinning table , Edna told me that Anson message me and I went to view my message . "Anson met an accident " . I was so shock ! Kept calling him but nobody answermy fucking call ! I was so worried and so I try to call Alvin;Daddy and Zhaoxiang . They say they go seperate way . I dontknow what to do but just STONE there . Went shower and den try to call him again and again until 6 plus in the morning he finally give me a call . I was so angry !! Come on how many times do you want me to tell you nort to speed ?! You dont even put me in your heart !! So I hung up his call . I were so worried for you and thats all I could say . So went bed quite late wors , ended up wakeup by Sep voice ! THANKS !! Went back to sleep again . Met up with Liken around 3 plus and den went down to fetch him come up . Charles came over to meet us too . Went over to shower while Sep , Edna and Charles went to buy food for me . Wahahas , I am just like a little Princess . Thanks Guys . After eating were chit-chatting with one another soon Liken went off and everyone went down to play basketball .

I just doesnt know I felt so empty . Empty because you were no with me . I was so worried about you yesterday and yet I couldnt reach you . Of course I will be MAD at you because you never put my words in heart ? Seriously , I feel disappointing in you . You make me think that we cant communicate perhaps we should leave each other alone first bahs . I wasnt even in a good mood and I just cant find somebody to talk to when I saw him online I just doesnt have the courage to talk to you and I really need someone to be by myside now lending me his shoulder and ears to let me pour out all my UNHAPPINES things .

Happy Birthday to ZHIKAI

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZHIKAI ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !

Grow up le 1 more year le ! Must do things carefully and always think before you make any decesion . I doesnt want to have a friend which supposely to be 20 but he is just like an 3 years old kid .

AHKAI , maybe after today you going in le but trust me after going in you will learn your lesson .

Promise you that after you come out WE GIRLS will celebrate you BIG BIRTHDAY with YOU !

No matter what , ONCE AGAIN ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!

WE LOVEYOU ! MWHAS !

Friday, November 27, 2009

Its been so LONG that the 5 Girlfriend didnt go out together . Always been busy doing our own staff and finally we have our free time now together to go out and enjoyed ourself . Went to Hougang to meet Joey's boyfriend , Siongkiat and Charles . Met up with Joey's boyfriend Derrick first at Control Station and den follow up with Siongkiat and Charles . Went to Hougang Mall to have our lunch at KFC ! Was chit-chatting with Edna and Sep luhs . After lunch went to arcade to play my ParaPara luhs and they play table BALL game damn noisy luhs . After finish playing game den went to play basketball at Hougang CC area there . At first the moment we step in dint start to rain but play awhile later ut started to rain and getting heaviily and heavily so guess did we play ?!! Ended up we still playing in the rain and den went to challenge with 3 guys . Jamie , Edna , Sep and me . Den after that we went over to the shelter to gert ourself to dry up . While Siongkiat , Charles and Joey is already at the shelter making themselve dry up . After that we sat down talking , taking photo and entertaining with each other . Talked and talked all of SUDDEN here come a shouting noise which come out from SEP ! AHHH !!!! . Guys know what happened anort ? Sep saw a SPIDER !! She scare until she CRY !! Everything is okay already ny dearest Girlfriend . (: . Whil making our way to Hougang Mall we saw Rainbow .

Headed back to Hougang Mall and everyone accompany to wait for Anson to fetch me and we were waiting at the MRT corner . Went smoking with Sep and was talking with her . Sat dere awhile more den go smoke again After that Anson reached and headed back to Eunos . Went out again .

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Here I am blogging my blog again . Since the day Sep's mum went oversea I have been staying over at her place with all my dearest Girlfriend. Been making a mess in her house and we have been staying in a dirty place for the pass few day but that day we wokeup already and we straight away clean the place . After cleaning and den we started to play computer . Jamie and Edna were using com while Sep , Joey and me were watching television . Times passed really fast soon its already midnight joey and jamie had maked their way home already and left the 3 of us at home . Busy watching show , playing facebook CafeWorld and lastly chatting online with friends . Chatted with Magdeline Girlfriend and asked her whether did I change and she told me that is true I change . I change into a girl which flirts alot alot but that really wasnt what I wanted . I want him so I did alot of things to make him touch and let him know that I am changing yet everything is just USELESS no matter what everything between he and me is still nort going to make any changes . Damn it , just why ? Is it because the thing ? I regretted it and you were the one who started it first . Met up with Xiong dey all at Coffee Shop and we girls plan to open a blogshop . Magdeline and Sharoln JIAYOU and you girls will make it for sure .Yesterday , daddy went over to meet us and joined us watch Resisdent Evil 2 together . Damn it , it was so DIGUSTING ! Ended up after watching finsih Edna and Daddy fallen asleep . So lefted Sep and me playing Computer . Edna headed back home early in the morning to takecare of her sister . Sep and me ended playing computer . We were editing photos of our LOVES ONES and it was so entertaining luhs . Kept laughing and laughing luckily Daddy dint wake up by other laughter . Ended up in the morning around 9 plus we decides to go for a haircut and den head for morning breakfast . Was laughing and laughing at the market while eating .Its was because Sep ate her SAUAGES and den FLY!!!! The way she ate her chicken wing also damn funny luhs. So nort LADYLIKE ! Headed back home around11 plus used computer awhile and den we went to BED . Zzzzzzz!!!! Ended up waking up around 6 plus because of EDNA !! THANKS so MUCH !!

They saw me crying out of tears breaking down just infront of them . Putting myself into her arms and they started to consult me using their warm hand to wept off the tears on my face and using their love to care for me . I really broke down and I really doesnt know what to do all I could say was : He really doesnt want me anymore and he really really doesnt want me anymore what am I suppose to do ! I just want HIM and nort anybody else . I want him ! Is it he finds me doing unfaithful things and so he doesnt want to patch with me so he gort a girlfriend ?! Gosh , I kept crying and so does my Girlfriend ! Why ?! I could be loved by some many people and yet I still chose you to hurt me . I hate myself alot ! how could you do this to me ?! I am really hurt by you once and once , could you just love me back just once more ?! I hate the way I am now ! FUCKOFF !! Thanks Nigel for your everything . Console and huggies . Thanks so much and I dint mean to beat you . SORRY !

We may really have suffer alot . Kept telling each another to let go of them but never ever we did it wasnt because we doesnt want to and is just that we cant and is really hard . Many peopee kept thinking that we are silly . But guys ever think that is really nort easy ? Words is easily to be said out but when it come to action wouldnt everything be very different again ? Delete his photo away and throw everything away that was once belong to us ? Guys , I just cant do it . All I could do was cry and cry , think and think and everything repeat again and again because he is unreplaced inmy heart. I love him is nort because the way he look and how wealth he is . I love him because is he and nort somebody else . What everything we gone throught from hard to good , sour to sweet and quarrels to patch . I just know that I am really LOUSY and very very LOUSY . But I am going to change and I will try my very best to do . Lets SEE ! I am going to CROSS the OLD ME OUT and PUT THE NEW ME IN !

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Everything is going to start all over again . Its time for me to really change . Change to a girl which will make you guys to regret for dontwant me or dont even dont give me fucking damn . So what there are some guys who is really good looking but so what and thats nort the way you should treat us girls . Just because you think you gort the look and thats why you can do things to hurt us . Let me tell you this, you are wrong and really really wrong . July , me is going to change . I may nort be pretty or rich but at least I do have some feelings for people . I will change myself . Be better and good . Althought , I am always fragile and always cry over small little things but I will learn to grow up and be strong . Be a strong girl so that nobody can bully me . Tears that I dropped for you people I will make you cry back for me . I doesnt need BOYFRIEND now because I am fine without them . Seriously , I am going to CROSSYOU OUT . Yes , indeed I am being hurt by you but let me tell you times heal everything . I hateyou for hurting me and no matter what each time I will still go back to you and thought that I would still stand a chance no matter how work hard am I but gosh , I can only blame myself stupid and silly thats because I do love you alot and you are just like part of my life since the day you left me till now .

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

The story shall continue . Today is the heartbroking day for me . I cried and cried so finally I really breakdown . You guys know what really happened to me ? Everything is just like a bad dream for me . I just thought that everything could just turn back to clock but seriously I know is impossible . The biggest mistakes I ever make is was getting close with his friend . I regretted it but he already sentence me to death . Mean everything I do for him or even I die for him everything is still going to be the same . People find me foolish because since he always hurt me den what for I still want him back . Guys thats the power of LOVE , loving someone makes you incredible everything you do for him to you is very worth it . To me even he hurt me I will still love him because loving him is already part of mine life . Till today he told me that he gort a girlfriend and I feel that he is telling me that I really stand no chance . He doesnt want me is it because he find me dirty ? I really dontknow and all I know is I really love him alot and I just want him and NOBODY else . No matter how much hurt you gave me I always believe that you dint mean it because I dont treasure you in the past and I have no rights to say anything . But today he say that we are impossible . I just doesnt know what I should do and I just doesnt know why cant I just give him up . Its so hard and everything we used to have is always flashing through my mind . All I wanted to tell you is I love you alot in the past as for now is even more and it would always be . Last long with your girlfriend . I never wanted to break the both of you up . Althought I feel jealous and upset but if you are happy and good I would be happy for you . I guess today is the last story . Thanks .

Sweet memories we used to have lock it in your heart . Playing basketball together . Using Computer playing cards game together . Went Swimming together . Playing Catching at the dinning table . Buying lots of food to eat . Buying me Couple T-shirt . Buying you Handphone chin with your names on . Every kisses you gave it to me and huggies . Throwing my temper to you . Crying over small things over and you would console me . Calling me Little Gas and giving lots of names . Sending you to bus stop . Sitting down together at Playground talking and fooling around . Lastly , those sweet little message I send to you and You would send it to me too . Every ending you would say " Loveyou , sweetdreams and muacks . Thanks T.H.S.D Iloveyou.

Monday, November 23, 2009

Guys , lets continue with the story about the little goodfriend of mine . Its all this month I have been working really very hard for all this months . I thought that everything that I do for him at least he could feel touch . But I really doesnt know how he feel for me right now ? I just cant bluff him and so I told him everything so at least I am honest with him . Can he tell me whether I still stand a chance being with him again . OMG !! I just doesnt know what to do . CRY !! All my friends asked me to let go dont be stupid to let him hurt me . So should I ?

I am back posting . Its JUly here . Sorry for nort posting about myself recently , wasnt feeling very well recently . I was wondering how am I going to spend my days ? Guys , I broke up with my Boyfriend !! I just dontknow what to do . . People just tell me time is just the healing medicine but guys do you really think that is really the problem ? Guys can you tell me how you feel about the girl that I talk on my blog ?? Tag me at my blog and tell me okays ? I was wondering that everything she do doesnt touch the guy who she really love alot uhs ?? Wasnt feeling very well recently . OMG !! I just starve myself the whole day without any food or drink . I was really breakdown . Thanks for all my friends . I loveyou guys .

Everything is just like a lie

Story continue , I was so happy that things make changes because I never thought that things could be like the way that I wanted . Althought sometimes he is still cold to me but at least he did respond to me . I started to think that I still do stand a chance with him . One late night , I was with friends toning outside for many days and I happened just to be around at his place nearby . I did something which needed my alot of my confident that is I asked him whether do he want to meet me up . Waited for my phone to ring and finally I gort he his reply . I guess that he do worry for me and thats why he is willing to come down to meet me up . I dont use to treasure him in the past because I thought what I did was correct and never even care for his feeling . But guys , I regretted alot alot . I lose his belongings onces we are together and I cried but it just couldnt retrive back . Now , he handed me his belongings once more time and I swear I would treasure it and I promise that I wold lost it . I begged you for nort taking it back but gosh you say you gort a girlfriend . Everything was a lie . Isnt it ?

The story shall continue

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Days passby one day to another day . I told myself that I couldnt let people around me to be disappointed and worried for me . I tried to change to be a good girl for a period of time but when things happened nort in the way that I wanted those disappointment you gave me and hurtful things you done to me makes me change back aagin . I went back to the old days that I have again . You asked me nort to make those people worry and asked nort to make those changes in my life but since I promise to listen to you why do you still do things to hurt me more ? I doesnt want to end up in like this . . I doesnt want you to hate me .

This little girl of mine all she want was just attention and care from him but why do he hurt him ? Can you guys understand ?

A story of a Girl which lives in my heart .

Friday, November 20, 2009

The Story happened just like this : Every Single things I do for the passing months makes me feel have alot alot of feelings ande even changes . 8 months ago , I was a girl who doesnt have troubles . I used to live happily and blessful . But things started to change when the day he leave me . I went to make changes in myself and let myself really down . Slut , Cheap , Dirty and even PLK these names was all given by people . Can you believe it ? I know people maybe thinking that you can choose nort to do it but you chose it yourself . I was hurt and lost when things happened on that day , I couldnt find anybody . Nobody to talk to , Nobody lent me a shoulder or even a warm hug . Drinking , Clubbling and lots of lots of staff I did until friends around me hated it alot alot . Why must it be ME when I just thought that things wouldnt be happened on me ? You broke your promises and you make me cry like a little girl who lost her beloved toys . Changes in me isnt really what I wanted perhaps everything just couldnt turn back to the clock . We lost contact for couples of weeks and finally we gert contact back . Isnt it a Miracle when he is still willing to talk to me when things I thought couldnt be ended up in the way of mine . Whenever I met something bad , you would be the one who is always be there . I just wanted to let you know , even thought I have alot alot of boyfriend but none of them could replace you from my heart because I still love you like I always do and I will always be .

Here I am to post my blog . After a cry , I just still doesnt feel good . This is a photo which I edit yesterday for my dearest Girlfriend . Friendship for the 3 of us is really kind of good it just seen like we have known each other very very long time ago . Sometime I was really think what if when we grow up the three of us stay together whats on earth would happen . I thought that we could be really good but things wasnt like this . But some kind of rather things change . I am upset because I doesnt want to lose any good friends . Am ii really a bad girl ? Teach bad people's daughter ? I really dint do anything . Am ii wrong ? ><

I have a talk with someone and this person told me alot of things althought I dint gert better but at least I guess to you actually I am nort a bad girl . Thanks&Loves(:

Surprise ! My dearest SISITER(:

Thursday, November 19, 2009

SURPRISE !! Dont gert shock when you saw this photo . Isnt this what you want ? Wahahas .
No matter what , I am here to say things you want to hear and things I want to warn you .
Firstly , I would like to thanks you for bringing so much fun , jokes and entertainment when I am feeling down . You came down with all your brothers just to entertain me and I also know that you are here to see your Girlfriend larhs but really thanks so much . Second , Sorry for troubling you for coming down each time and ended up going back home late . Third , telling me so much things and giving me advice I would keep it in heart . No matter what , thanks alot SISTER but never compare you with Harry okay ? You should know that you are unique and there is no way I could compare the both of you .

I am here to warn you by treating my girlfriend good . Never let her down or do things that hurt her . No matter she is a girl , a girl which looks strong outside but seriously deep inside she is really fragile . Remember what you told me that day when we are slacking underblock ? Leave the past and you will find a better ONE . Forgert Liping and Treasure Enda . I know is nort easy forgert somebody so I wouldnt press you . Times prove everything . 加油我的好姐美。

I wish that we could last till the day we die ,

OMG ! Its just like we are owning the house . Sep's mum went oversea so we promise her that we would go over to her place to accompany her for 1 months . Hey Sep arent we really good ? hahas . Sometimes its really blessing to gert a chance to live together as what edna say althought being the time together is nort long but we enjoyed it and we treasure it too . This is how we be spending our 4 days . 1st day , we went to work but ended up we were late you guys know why it was because that WE SLEPT LATE LAST NIGHT ! 2nd day and the remaining days was , eating , playing computer , finding jobs and sleep . Expect for today , we went down to play basketball together . hahas . We were kind of hyper wors .

Sometimes we do gave each other attitude . As we know that things wasnt really very smooth for us recently . We met relationship problem and job problem , attitudes do really show out easily buy girls I really wish that we wont end up quarrling because those guys or whatsoever really doesnt desever to let us quarrel .

To my dearest Sep girlfriends ; Tears that you been dropping recently just hurts me alot alot . Being good friends of yours saw you are crying and yet there is nothing I could do to help you . I could only say that I am really Sorry . Endure and I believe that you could really make it because my girlfriend doesnt defeat easily . Alrights ?! You want to cry and here I am just for you .

To my dearest Edna girlfriends; I know recently you have also been troubling about things . Girl , I must really say that you gotten yourself a good boyfriend and I know that he would treat you really well . So never mind and let that GIRL to crack your relationship because is really nort worth it after all . Alrights ?! You want to cry and here I am just for you .

The pledge of the love

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

A token of love which was given by Harry and trust me I will treasure it . I be crying and crying , thanks to you who is the one who is entertaining me . Finding joke and anything just to make me smile . I know actually you can dont entertain me de but you still do it . Perhaps I will be fine after few this but I promise you that after sometimes I will be okay . Thanks for everything . I am feeling better because you teach me alotalot of things . Never drop tears easily and many things else . Thanks Harry MAOMAO .

My love love love ~ ~ ~

Alrights ! Here comes Sep - Wang Zhaoya posting for July ^^ !
Hahahaha ! Currently July and Edna have been staying with me , bad things hap opened !
This few days went out , met Edna's boyfriend- Lerrad , Maomao , Nigel and others ~
played basketball , at first was everything okay , then ! Knns , kana distracted by
something ): .

We went for job interviewed , and work for one day , then quit ^^ ! Cause we don't
really suit promoter job , hahahaha ! Damn fucking tired -.- . . Reached home rest ,
then headed Tampined 800 plus looked for Edna , Lerrad , Maomao , Nigel and Jingyuan
had dinner , then went to slack (: . Lalalas ~ ~
11 plus headed home , and i never bath and watched movie - Jennifer's body ^^ !
Not bad eh , then Daddy and Ah kai came up , watch Paranormal activity . July kana
scare , LOL !

And , one month curse stil didn't . . Kenrick broke up with me ):
LMAO ! 2 weeks relationship made me sad , but all thanks the girls be there accompany me
JULY AND EDNA DEAREST !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Anything about this continue
in my blog ^^ . Hahahaha !
July , you know i love you ^^ , hahahahahaha ! Now 6 plus le , haven't clean house yet -.-
So byebyes .

LOVES ; SEP (:

FUCK OFF !! Dont MESS with my GIRL !!

Monday, November 16, 2009

Dont give me excuse whenever you want to BREAK UP with all my GIRLS !! Come on ! If you think that she is staying too FAR away from you in the first place , you shouldnt ask her for stead !! How much pain you gave my girlfriend and I am going to make you PAY FOR IT ! Its is your LOSS for LOSING HER !! What dere so GOOD about YOU ?! She chose you as she think you are good but the ended up you are just SHIT !! PISSOFF !! Understand ?!! Messing with my GIRLS !! I shall give you a WORD !! RETRIBUTION !! You doesnt want her right , trust me you will regret beacuse she would live BETTER den what you thought !! She will find someone BETTER and trust me YOU WILL REGRET IT !!

My dearest GIRLFRIEND !! You can CRY but remember you should gert better and live better .

Chesse ! Crying face doesnt suit you ?! Remember our RETARD FACE ? He doesnt want you , WE WANT !! We are here for you ! WE LOVE YOU SWEETIE(:

Thanks for making me so happy .

Everything about you in my life makes me so wonderful . Its was beacuse I cry and you cry , I laugh and you laugh . Remembering Yesterday was just to remind the both of us to remember yesterday how we spend and everything we do together . Quarrels , Attitude and Tears which commonly have in each relationship . I just want to let you know , to me you are important and I put in every words you say in my heart . Baby , never ever hurt me please . I know that I am unreasonable but I will change . I saw the messgae which Cindy and your exgirlfreind send it to you really makes me mind alot . Just because I care and mind . You understand ?

Recently was busying finding work . Gosh , we have a hard time been busy with my 2 princess EDNA and SEP . Thanks to god , we manage to find job . We be starting work tomorrow !! HOORAY !! Mood was really down recently , I was wondering whats wrong with me . I am so upset . Thats was what I know . Thanks to Harry he entertained me . Poker card and jokes . Never de last , I will left out Nigel , Larred and Keith . Forgive my attitude okays ? Harry you OWN me MY RING uhs !! THANKS GUYS ! Never ever the last my 4 Princess !! EDNA , SEP , JOEY and JAMIE .

Happy Birthday Eugenn and Daniel .

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

First of all I would like to wish 2 boys HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!
EUGENN CHUA and DANIEL TAN

Happy birthday to you guys . I could only wish the both of you do everything goes smoothly and good . Dint manage to meet up with daniel but I really hopes that he have an enjoyable birthday with his friend (:
That day quarrel with my Boyfriend , ii thought ii wouldnt meet up with him anymore but ended up ii still meet up with him . Thats because I miss him alot so gort to meet up with him no matter what he do . Met up with him at block 10 while the 3 little princess accompany me . JOEY , JAMIE and SEP . Boyfriend reach le asked him to join us but he doesnt want because he SHY . hahas . A big man like him also will shy uhs , thats hard to believe luhs . Went out together planned to watch movie but ended up we dint . Thats sad . But went over grandlink to play pool together . (:
At night went over to Boyfriend's house to stay overnight but went over to temple first saw DADDY AND MUMMY . Baby's bike run out off black oil so went to buy with daddy . Left me and mummy , ii was so SHY !! Gosh but luckily mummy is friendly .

Happy Birthday to YOU , Happy Birthday to YOU , Happy Birthday to DANEIL & EUGENN

and Happy Birthday to YOU .

Baby , it is nort how far you were or how long with dint meet but just whether you have me in your heart marhs . I have you in my heart so no matter how long we dint meet up or how far you at , we could last . Trust me . Faithfully and Honestly . No lie or dishonest between us . I love you baby Anson Wong(: