Everything started so fast and also ended so fast . I can't really move on . As everything I am facing is alone . He is by myside and yet he couldn't take some time off ? Did he change at that point of time ? Seriously , I don't know and I doesn't know whether I would want to know as well . Doing things alone , going out alone and returning home by my own . It's the world just left with myself if not why can't I feel that there is other people living as well ? Soon , everything I have to learn , learn to be alone and lear to be independent . It's not my style ! Hate to be alone and hate to be crying all day long . Everything finally came to an end point or it's just the starting of the point ? Nobody gonna know but yet I just got to face it no matter what the out come is , I will stay here and never leave . Busy working and earning money has become the goal of his life now. Isn't this something good ? I know it's good but yet I just wanna sometime of his . I wanna some of his attention and some laughter with him once again ? When was the last time we had our date ? When was the last time we hold hands together to have a walk together ? When was the last time that we have alot of laughter together ? Can you remember ? Sorry , I don't because it happenend too long ago and I just couldn't remember it . I didn't want to complain yet jusy worry as time passby you will forget me off through your life . Will you ? I wish and pray hard that you don't ! You been a good boyf-riend and I just wanna thanks you for being with me . Eddie Soo ! I Love You and I just doesn't want to lose you . I believe you still love me and I know everything is gonna have changes in sometime after . If time could start over again , would you want this ?