Recently many things have been bothering me ! Relationship failure and family problems !
Should I thanks the god for giving me all this trouble ?! Having a hard time to endure it and yet this time round I think I have lost ! Had a bad quarrel with jiejie because she thinks that I have been asking her for money to school ?! LMAO ! Its you people who want me to studies when I told you that how I doesnt want to attend school but I still attended it no matter how unhappy was I to attend school ? When I told you people I want to gert work instead of studying ? You guys say that I has been making you all worry but did I ? Why must you guys thinks that I will gert bad just because Jiejie and Korkor met up with sickening problems ?? Are you all being fair to me ? We have already make agreement of letting me staying out late at night ! Do you know how bored would I be to staying at home when there is nothing to do ? Stop treating me as a 3 year old kids when I am already a 17 ! I know that you guys been worry for me as I am a girl and worry that I may gert harm by people ? Simple trust and you guys dint even give me ? Dont let me run away from home when I doesnt want staying in a family with no TRUST ?!!! You guys dint know how unhappy am I when I met up with relationship ?! You guys always think that I never treat my realtionship imporant when I really does ?! You guys doesnt know how much hurt I gotten from those fucking guys ?! Guys , I know that you guys has been playing a fool with me when I wanted a real relationship ?! He asked me nort to wait for him and asked me for stop liking him ! OMG ! Sounded as if you broke up with me ! What the FUCK I done wrong ??!! I doesnt want to be a spare tyre ! Keep crying last night because all they know was just SCOLDIING ME ! I know I have lost ! Seriously , I am sick of living ! :( .