My relationship with JingLong has finally putted down a stop . Been together with him for 2 months 1 day . I doesnt know whether does it counted as long but to me I have given it a try for another relationship but too bad it doesnt last . Perhaps , I am nort a good girlfriend or I have never done enough as a girlfriend should . I doesnt know why that we would always quarrel and ended breaking up each time . You told me that you would change and I have given you a chance but just doesnt work . Our relationship doesnt have any trust ? Can a relationship do without trust ? I doesnt know what I have done to make you doesnt trust me so much . . Its break the heart of mine when you suspected Terry and me ? I justed doesnt know why ?! I choosen you among those guys and means its YOU ! Have I treated you nort good enough ? If I did , I am Sorry ! When times you broke my heart , I could forgive you because Baby , I love you and I want to last with you but you broke the heart of mine when you scolded me with words that is hurtful ! Forgive me , I do hurts ! Scolding OF YOURS , I cant take it ! You make me cry !

I been doing so much changes for you and it never seen enough for you . . That day when I saw you I wanted to talk to you but there is really nothing to talk . Doesnt want to create any awardness for the both of us and so I choose to go . You changed and so does I . Yes , I have been crying every night but so what ! I heard that you want a breakup too but I raised it first ! No matter what I would never fall for a guy that easy anymore because without further understanding everything going to fail . Goodbye , my dearest Boyfriend ! LoveYOU!