Its was like after such a LONG time and I have always been doing nightmares and I asked myself how long will this nightmares going to last and when it going to STOP ! I doesnt know how am I going to describle the life I am having now ? Peaceful ? Harmony ? Or even happy ? Sometimes I really hope that time could just stop down even is just a few minutes as least I have some time to let myself down or even stop thinking about anything . Grandma has been hospitlisted for 2 months plus le and each time went to visit her , she seen to be pretty uncomfortable and she seen to be in great pain . As for me , I could only do was to watch and yet there is really nothing I could do to reduce her PAIN ! Yet , I could only say to her was BEAR WITH IT and everything is going to be over . Each time seeing her in such condition my heart really feel pain and tears started to break down . Sorry , been making you worry in the past once you are recover from your illness I promise I will let you enjoy the life and wouldnt let you to endure anymore hardship . As for KorKor , I hope that everything is doing fine for him ! Hope that he would be out really SOON !! I miss You and your cooking of the Fried Rice . YUMMY !! After so much things has happened , realised that have been spending most of my time with my grandma , school and boyfriend . I would like to apologise to all of my Girlfriends ! Sorry been neglecting all of you as I really doesnt have the time to spend with you all . I even have no time for myself to do things that I wanted to do . Been kind of upset as , I am worried that we guys would be drifted apart away ! Please never ever drifted OKays ?? I wanted to apologise to riken and his friends ! Gert myself a boyfriend and thats means NO MORE DRINKING SESSION and CLUBBLING SESSION with you guys le ! But we could meet up for dinners also right and hope that things would be still good as the past !
Sorry to all my friends and Girlfriends that been neglecting all of you these past few months but just wanted to let you guys know that I have never forgert all of you ! Sorry to this group of friends !! Magdeline , Sharlon , Beeshi , Michelle , Sep , Edna , Jamie , Joey , Zhikai , Alvin;Daddy , Riken , Jerrald , Louis and lastly Shanel ! Just wanted to let you guys know that I have never forgert all of YOU even how busy am I , you guys has always been living in my heart ! I would like to thanks to of the people 1st would be Terry thanks for visiting my grandma or the couples of days . 2nd it would be my Boyriend ! Thanks BABE ! For staying with me all the times(: