Tears , laughter and everything you gave me . Now are you trying to let go me and let me be alone ?
Monday, February 8, 2010
Doest know whenther would you come and read my blog anymore but still going to post . Humph , how have you been recently ? Everything is good for you in camp ? Hope that what you do is good and smooth . Dear , could ii still call you that ? I really doesnt know ? But hope that I really can still call you . Grandma has sucess but due to the failure of the organ now she is relaying on the machine . Tears been crying because worry that , that day she may leave me . I regretted what I done to her when she was okay and promised her that once she recovered , I would treat her well and bring her to good places and let her to enjoy . Apologise to her and told her that I really doesnt mean it . You know that , that day I really needed you alot and yet you wasnt by myside needed a shoulder to lay on and a hug from you to comfort me down . But you still chose nort to reply my message . Waited and waited for the phone to rang and hopping that it would be you but it is nort you . Really wanted to know what you are thinking and want ? Am ii pressing you too hard or are you trying to tell me that you are giving up me ? Been working and working hard for so many times and yet each time never seen to have make you touch ! Was it because I dint done much or was it because its never been enough for you at all ? Went drinking and drinking . . dint wanted things to be like this but just couldnt take it as daniel wasnt been by myside . Sorry , always been drinking but thats nort what I wanted to . You know that I wasnt like this . I doesnt want to be like this too .. Couldnt tell you how much I really needed you but hope you can sense it . Sorry dint manage to gert down to BukitPanjang as Grandma gort to do op and I cant leave her . Just hope that we could text just like the past . I needed you more but nort my frens . Just couldnt tell you how I feel but Nightmares had arrived .
Sorry DanielTan.H.S . KongMeiFeng is missing you !
