Doesnt you know how much I need you or are you telling me that you are giving up me?
Monday, February 1, 2010
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Simple SORRY couldnt do much but I just hope you know that whenver where you are , I have never forgert you but yet you are making me missing you each day.
First of all I should apologise to you that I shouldnt be like this . As I say that I am wooing you back and yet I shouldnt always go drinking , every weekend reaching home in the morning and even mixing with guys with my girlfriends . Recently , too much things has happened and yet I was really hopping that you could be by myside . But you asked me , what can I do ? Let me tell you this , even is meeting up with you a second or just a few mins I would be happy . I only know that when the moment when you told me that is okay to meet up , do you know how happy was I ? After so much weeks we dint meet up and after so much things I do and you finally want to meet up with me . I went down such a late night and was just hopping to see you but you told me that you going over to your fren's place . I cried in the bus , I just wanted to know that why are you doing this to me? You told me that you have moved house and yet I doesnt know where you have moved too . I told people that I am attached to you but isnt that going to be a big JOKE if people realise that since you are my boyfren I should know where you are staying but I doesn ? I treated you as my BOYFREN but do you treat me as your GIRFREN ? I could only text with you once in a week even that is because that I told you that I am going down to bukit panjang to wait for you and you doesnt want me to go down . I have been asking myself and all my frens around me . . You doesnt want to meet up with me is because you doesnt want to see me or is such a late night that I always go and find you and you are worry for me . I could be acting happy infront all of my frens but seriously I doesnt know how long more could I hold on to . Sometimes I could just need a hug from you or even some concern . Waiting for you at Bukit Panjang every friday , too me is never a wasting time of thing . So never ever think that okays ? Waiting for daniel is never a wasting time matter perhaps getting to see you is something great or blessing . Daniel.T.H , ILY .
