Did I did something wrong ?! Why are you treating me again like this ?
Monday, January 11, 2010
I am willing to do anything as long as you are willing to forgive me or talk with me again . . . Because is really hard to make my days without you , do you know that ?!! . . Why must it be you Daniel.T.H
Happiness doesnt really last long because things turn out in another way between us . I think I may have done something wrong and thats why he is angry with me or ignoring me . Have some problem with him and each time we quarrel , I would always go out walking alone a night and he told me dun contact liao everytime something happened to us I would always be like this so dun contact liao . Thats the last message that I received from him . Its been almost 2 days that he dint reply my message le . Just whats going wrong ? If its because I always go out whenever I quarrel with him , I promise that I wouldnt do it again and I would change but could you just stop ignoring me or dont reply my message . I really doesnt know what am I going to do but I only know that all I could do was just message you everyday . Wasnt feeling very well and yet so much things happened ! I really doesnt know what I am going to do ! How I wish that I could hid to a place where nobody could find me and so I could be really alone to have a good think whether what I should do . Been smoking and smoking ! Could anyone teach me what to do and so he could talk to me again ! I could only cry and cry and thats what I am always been doing for the past 2 days . Broken hearts only could be mend by you , I doesnt need any apologise but just the respond of your msg or even a hug that is from you . I wanted you so much and I do know that I do need you alot alot more den my friends . Could you just forgive me once and I promise you that I would change and I would never make you angry , worry or do things that make you dislike .
Many people think that I am very silly . I go for someone which I am going to waste my time on him because he may nort even want me back 2 years later . I cried because he hurts me , ignore me or even angry with me but at least I know he do cares for me . People asked me to go find new guy but ii just doesnt know why I wanted him so much . Whether wad happend in the future even he doesnt want me anymore I would take it because he is the one who ii wants and ii am willing to workhard . Could BOYFREN forgive me just once . PLEASE and I am really SORRY !
