Humph , been nort posting my blog up for a period of time and I have to say to all my friends that I am Sorry that I dint post my blog . Friendship , Relationship and Family Problem have takes turn to come and knock the door of mine . I couldnt take it but what can I do expect learn to take in a little by little . I also dontknow what to do when I heard that Grandma had landed into hospital but the mind of mine has just went blank and tears has just dropped down . Been asking myself why cant I treat her more good or dont always find her nagging and all staff ? Till she landed into hospital , I would started to treat her good . Arent , I a bad grand daughter ? So much things happened and really makes me so tired as I gort to run to many places . Monday-Friday I gort to go school and after school I gort to go hospital and visit grandma . Friday , I still gort to go down to Bukit Panjang to wait for Daniel and sometime I have to ton with my girlfriends . Saturaday& Sunday sometime still need to go down and see grandma . I really doesnt know what to do and yet I needed him the most but he still choose to leave me alone by myself . Went drinking , with Girlfriends and Riken&frens . But has anyone asked me why does I drink ? I realised that Nobody seen to understanding me . All they could do was just comment and comment .