Sometime fairy tales do come true and I think mine has come true .
Sunday, December 27, 2009
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Many people would always hope to have some fairy tales in life and so do I . Yesterday everything to me was just like a Dream althought too many many people this would be nothing for them but too me everything has a improvement between the both of us . I choose to go down at such late hours to find him was just because I wish to see him and the most important thing was just to have more time with him inorder to have more improvement with him . But somekind of rather the problem is still there . Whenever we meet up we wouldnt speak much but just sitting down there doing things of our own or just stare at each other . Times passesby , I would feel that meeting him is somekind of rather is making him to suffer or even making him uncomfortable . So I decided to ask him to go back home first while I would sit at the bus-stop till morning to take the first bus go home . The problem is nort I doesnt have any money or no people to ride me home but I told him that I wouldnt want anybody to ride me home . He putted money into my bag and walked away and this feeling come . 要你同情我 ， 我令愿去死 ！被自己喜欢同情真不好受 ！Given him back those money and walked off angrily ! Tears just doesnt know why keep dropping and dropping ! Called Girlfriend Sep told her what happened and doesnt know whether I am bad luck or what phone battery flatting soon . Texted with him and told him where am I and what I am going to do and yet he just asked me to choose . I doesnt want all that but just having some good talk with you I would be happy ! I can feel that he is kind of angry with me and yet so does I so I throw my attitude at him ! But ended up , still went back to meet him because sitting alone at the Viod-deck is really scary ! He angry because he care and he is worry about me . I know it and I really can feel it . Sat down dere as per normal but this time round we do talk alittle . Weather is cold downstair and finally I feel tired le . Sat down at a place which is nearby his side and finally I fallen asleep le . Lying back to back on his back and I am Happy because he dint push me away but yet worry that I would fall down to the water pool and so he keep adjusting me or call me whenever I am going to fall . Finally , I can be close with him . Happy was the only word I could really use ! Finally morning le , could finally head down to the bus stop but he is still worry and so he followed me to the bus-stop to wait for bus . Walking in a distance way the both of us and he was kicking and playing on the way to the bus-stop . I finally realise that he is just like the guy who I just met him at the beginging . A kid who loves to play !
Just wanted to tell you that I am Sorry for always making you worry or angry ! finally realise that things would be hard for us to go back but I would never give up perhaps I would continue trying to melt the heart of yours ! Thanks for accompanying me the whole night ! At least I do know that you worry and care because you never leave me alone at such late hour ! Lastly , Thanks and Sorry for your everything ! ILY(:
