I know people will be saying that I am very Hong , Flirt and even playing people feelings but guys I have no comment about it . I wanted to say was I doesnt want to play people's feeling because I know the feeling is nort very good . I know I have hurt alot of people but seriously I dint mean it and all I could say was I am Sorry ! I know a Sorry couldnt mend much but I only can say that I am Sorry . Having so much relationship with so many guys , I have learn alot alot of things . Dont gert on a relationship with someone which you just know and never take in those sweet-talks . Getting in so much with so much guys and I thought that I could forgert him but never did I . I dint mean to hurt you all . So till now I doesnt want any boyfriend because finally I know wha I really want . I never wanted to press you , annoy you or making you uncomfortable . All I wanted was to be a friend of yours who can talk to you happily and you could always open your heart freely to talk with me . After so many months , I started to realise I love you more and more . Seriously , I really wants and hope that you could patch with me but I wanted your forgiveness . I did something which I broke your heart and I regretted it alot alot . Never wanted things to turn out like this , I am an attention seeker and so I do anything to just gert your attention . I doesnt wish you to PITY ME because having you to pity me is worse then everything just like dying . Gert it ?! I miss your SMILE ! (: