Today went bed quite late around 10 plus in the morning den I sleep . Yesterday night was busy watching show with Sep , Jamie , Edna , Charles and Weekian we guys watched alot of show . I have alot of laughter . ket laughing and laughing with Jamie and den KENA SCOLDING from SEP ! ('_') LOLS . I just doesnt know whats wrong with myself last night but I only know that there is alot of things which is bothering me and I am nort HAPPY ! Have a small quareel with Charles but everything is okay le , I am Sorry I dint mean it . Watched a Japan Cartoon Show , 1 MissedCall and also a Vampire show ! LMAO ! We are simply too HIGH to gert to bed and headed down to buy breakfast and eat . Headed back home and watch show again but this time round I am getting tired so ended up falling asleep le . Suddenly , Daniel messgae me because he has his free time le but I fallen asleep so late reply !! I am fucking MAD at myself ! STUPID JULY !!! Waited for so LONG and ended up when he message me I fallen alseep ! Sleep until 5 plus wake up to help Jiejie to check what time the clinic open and den headed down with Sep to meet Jiejie and pei her see doctor . Just finish eating and done with my smoking le ! Going shower later and at the same time going to text Daniel le .


I AM STUPID ! I AM STUPID ! I AM STUPID! I AM STUPID ! I AM STUPID ! I AM STUPID ! I AM STUPID ! I AM STUPID ! I AM STUPID ! I AM STUPID ! I AM STUPID ! I AM STUPID ! AM STUPID ! I AM STUPID ! I AM STUPID ! I AM STUPID ! I AM STUPID ! I AM STUPID ! I AM STUPID ! I AM STUPID ! I AM STUPID ! I AM STUPID ! I AM STUPID ! I AM STUPID I AM STUPID I AM STUPID !

Posting back later because Daniel going text me later on bahs . Yeah ! Finally , waited until his message le uhs ! I am HAPPY(: . Texted him althought we dint really talk alot alot but at least is better den yesterday because we have message more . Hope that everything wouldnt change between Daniel and me . Heard that everything is doing okay for him , I am glad but no matter what hope that he wouldnt fall ill . I can feel that Daniel is very Happy because 8 more days he is coming out le and so do I ! July can finally see him for 8 more days le ! (: . So lets count down ! I am content what we are now, I doesnt ask for more because at least we are good and he is doing great ! Everything had ended up like this is all my fault so I am going to work hard ! No mater what , DANIEL TAN I MISS YOU ! Loves&Misses(: