Yesterday went to bed quite early around 4 plus in the morning . I was kind of tired and so headed bed to slepp early ! Yawn ~~ wake up in the afternoon around 6 plus and den headed home to take my clothes and den went to cig ! When back to Sep's house to shower myself and den the rest of my girlfriend went to prepare themself also . Headed down to meet Sep's friends 3 of them . Raphael , Gary and Junhui . Went down to 2A to have our dinner and den there was group of guys there too . So after eating , I asked Joey whether wan number marhs and den she say anything . Walked off and den went back to the CoffeeShop again to take the guy which wear Orange T-shirt . I dint wanted any guys number because I know that I gort Daniel is enough le . So Sep and me helped her to take 2 number . On our way back , something kind of PISSED ME OFF ! Come On ! I took it just to help my Girlfriend and nort I wanted the number . I never wanted to do anything to betray Daniel even thought he is nort my Boyfriend . I always remember the 2 year promises that I make to him ! I just wanted to make my girlfriend to feel no bored am ii WRONG ?!



I AM USELESS I AM USELESS I AM USELESS I AM USELESS I AM USELESS I AM USELESS I AM USELESS I AM USELESS I AM USELESS I AM USELESS I AM USLESS I AM USELESS I AM USELESS I AM USELESS I AM USELESS I AM USELESS I AM USELESS I AM USELESS I AM USELESS I AM USELESS I AM USELESS I AM USELESS I AM USELESS I AM USELESS I AM USELESS I AM USELESS I AM USELESS I AM USELESS I AM USELESS I AM USELESS I AM USELESS I AM USELESS I AM USLESS I AM USELESS

Today we texted again . But he seen to be very busy today . Took quite long to reply me back but nevermind is okays . I know that he is busy and so I doesnt want to disturb him . He told me that life is hard inside and this is making me worry and at the same time I feel heartbroke . He is just like a Prince at home and now he is all alone I guess he is nort used to it . Each day I could only say that Endure and endure . I am useless very USELESS ! I cant help him much and I really wanted but I just doesnt know what to do . Sorry ! Pray hard to God ! Please watch over him in everything he do . I am worry and hope 7 days could pass very fast ! Daniel , I MISS YOU . No matter what I have confident in you that you can do well inside and everything is going to be okay for you . I never wanted to flirt or hong any guys and I hope that you could believe me . I never do anything ! I always remember that 2 years pledge and I mean what I really say so PLEASE TRUST ME ! If I am really flirting around I wouldnt told you that I ask number from those 2 guys . No matter what , please takecare of yourself and dont make me worry for you okays ? July is here waiting for YOU ! Loves&Misses(: