Yawn ~~ Yawn ~~ I havent gert myself in bed till now so I should feel tired but seriously insisted to be tired but I am quite Hyperactive leis . I think because I been busy and anxious of watching me show 恶魔在身边 . This show is very nice if marks would be forgiven I would given 101 ! Beside nice and touching there is no more words that I could describle this show . Edna and Jamie went back to school to buy their new textbook and school uniform so left and me at home . Sep sleep until 9 den she started to do those housework le and so I went to help her out . Change bedsheet and wash her mother's toilet and after that I went to vacum the and Sep will be mopping the floor . My 3 dearest Girlfriend please dont be so HAPPY because you people is going to clean the kitchen as you guys know that the kitchen is the most dirties place and so we shall leave this tough job to the 3 of you and here we girls wish you happy cleaning . Currently , I am resting with Sep on the sofa ! hahas , finally we have done our part ! I am going to rush my show again !





I havent text Daniel and tell him that I never meet up with Anson . Some kind of rather worry the same thing that he may thinks that who ever I want to meet up with is none of his business . Worry that he maybe angry with me ! I just doesnt know why I gort this kind of weird feelings . I am kind of lost and I doesnt know what to post today for him . I know that we wouldnt be able to text for this couples of days and I know I am going to miss him very much ! I just doesnt feel use to it that you dint text with me . I feel unhappy , empty and kind of mood swing . If I have posted something that you doesnt like or you feel annoying den Iam Sorry but this is really how I feel . I know that July is just like a kid which never seen to be growing up . Always pestering you , giving you problem and always asking you question that you doesnt want to answer . I know that I shouldnt do that but I just doesnt know why am I always acting like this . I am afraid that one day you may hate me , dislike me or even ignore me again that is all what I doesnt want ! I am SORRY , really SORRY ! Sometimes I do feel tired after making so much hard work on it and yet worry that you cant feel it but I doesnt want to give up on you as I want to be with you . Staying by yourside , taking care of you if you are ill , standing by yourside whenever you meet something bad , lending you my ears to pour out everything that you are happy or upset and be with you to share every happy moments or things that we do together . I am always crying althought there are time is because of sadness but too me everything is worth it . Yeah ! Finally I reached his messgae le althought is kind of late but to me its always better den nothing . Daniel , you will never know how important your message is meant to me . Heartbroke ! When you say you dont think that you are going to hold my hands again but navie de JULY told you that No matter what I am going to let you hold my hand no matter what . Am I trying to console myself telling myself Daniel is just joking to me . I wanted to tell you , You know my everything and I do hope that I can know your everything be the one who is by yourside . I want to be with you and thats what I know . I want you to text me automatic , I want you to joke with me , I want you to care for me and never the less one day you could tell me that I miss you too . Loves&Misses(: