each day I would be sitting nearby the phone of mine waiting for my phone to ring . Hey guys ! Guess who I am waiting for ! Its my dearest Boyfriend I would be waiting for . He is in camp and each meet up only could be Saturday or Sunday . I sometimes would be thinking why in the first place I choose him and nort others now I know the answer le . The feeling , care and love he gave to me is different to others . Getting know each other less than a month and yet we are together . So lots of question came to my mind . How much does I know about my Boyfriend ? Could we really last ? Or even do he loves me ? Yesterday baby he book out , we were suppose to meet up awhile up but due to the time we ended up nort meeting . Tears just dropped down like a water tap nort because he bullied me but just I am upset and seriously I am fucking upset . Heard lots of things about my Boyfriend from friends and I dont really know what to do . But I could just only say " He is my boyfriend and I choose to trust him . " If one day things happened like what all my friends say I could blame myself being stupid and watsoever . Agree ?! I been crying in the washroom each time thinking and thinking . Using the hand of mine hitting against the wall but there wasnt any pain but I realise the heart of mine is bleeding and crying .

We were suppose to go for a date today . But he havent even wake up till now ?! Dont make me cry like a little girl which I doesnt want . Baby , do you know how I really feel ?!
The heart of mine is crying and bleeding nort because he bullied me but just . . . .
I doesnt need flowers or anything all I want is baby , you could just love me and just be really honest with me . Loves Anson Wong .