Tuesday, November 24, 2009
The story shall continue . Today is the heartbroking day for me . I cried and cried so finally I really breakdown . You guys know what really happened to me ? Everything is just like a bad dream for me . I just thought that everything could just turn back to clock but seriously I know is impossible . The biggest mistakes I ever make is was getting close with his friend . I regretted it but he already sentence me to death . Mean everything I do for him or even I die for him everything is still going to be the same . People find me foolish because since he always hurt me den what for I still want him back . Guys thats the power of LOVE , loving someone makes you incredible everything you do for him to you is very worth it . To me even he hurt me I will still love him because loving him is already part of mine life . Till today he told me that he gort a girlfriend and I feel that he is telling me that I really stand no chance . He doesnt want me is it because he find me dirty ? I really dontknow and all I know is I really love him alot and I just want him and NOBODY else . No matter how much hurt you gave me I always believe that you dint mean it because I dont treasure you in the past and I have no rights to say anything . But today he say that we are impossible . I just doesnt know what I should do and I just doesnt know why cant I just give him up . Its so hard and everything we used to have is always flashing through my mind . All I wanted to tell you is I love you alot in the past as for now is even more and it would always be . Last long with your girlfriend . I never wanted to break the both of you up . Althought I feel jealous and upset but if you are happy and good I would be happy for you . I guess today is the last story . Thanks .
Sweet memories we used to have lock it in your heart . Playing basketball together . Using Computer playing cards game together . Went Swimming together . Playing Catching at the dinning table . Buying lots of food to eat . Buying me Couple T-shirt . Buying you Handphone chin with your names on . Every kisses you gave it to me and huggies . Throwing my temper to you . Crying over small things over and you would console me . Calling me Little Gas and giving lots of names . Sending you to bus stop . Sitting down together at Playground talking and fooling around . Lastly , those sweet little message I send to you and You would send it to me too . Every ending you would say " Loveyou , sweetdreams and muacks . Thanks T.H.S.D Iloveyou.
