Sunday, November 29, 2009
I am back posting !! Yesterday went to change my blogskin again . After that went downstair to buy food and eat . Fishball Noodles with extra CHILL ! Eating fishball noodles for many so mny days !! Eating halfway at dinning table , Edna told me that Anson message me and I went to view my message . "Anson met an accident " . I was so shock ! Kept calling him but nobody answermy fucking call ! I was so worried and so I try to call Alvin;Daddy and Zhaoxiang . They say they go seperate way . I dontknow what to do but just STONE there . Went shower and den try to call him again and again until 6 plus in the morning he finally give me a call . I was so angry !! Come on how many times do you want me to tell you nort to speed ?! You dont even put me in your heart !! So I hung up his call . I were so worried for you and thats all I could say . So went bed quite late wors , ended up wakeup by Sep voice ! THANKS !! Went back to sleep again . Met up with Liken around 3 plus and den went down to fetch him come up . Charles came over to meet us too . Went over to shower while Sep , Edna and Charles went to buy food for me . Wahahas , I am just like a little Princess . Thanks Guys . After eating were chit-chatting with one another soon Liken went off and everyone went down to play basketball .
I just doesnt know I felt so empty . Empty because you were no with me . I was so worried about you yesterday and yet I couldnt reach you . Of course I will be MAD at you because you never put my words in heart ? Seriously , I feel disappointing in you . You make me think that we cant communicate perhaps we should leave each other alone first bahs . I wasnt even in a good mood and I just cant find somebody to talk to when I saw him online I just doesnt have the courage to talk to you and I really need someone to be by myside now lending me his shoulder and ears to let me pour out all my UNHAPPINES things .
