SATISFIED ?!
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
I have no more BESTIE Siongkiat and yet I have been losing people that I loves .
thats what you guys wanted me to give you in the first place right ?!! SATISFIED ? Dont give me all those craps . You care for me or what so ever . Where were you guys when I most needed you ? When I was crying needed for a shoulder or when I needed someone for their listening ears to let me pour out whatever is in my heart . WHERE WERE ALL OF YOU ?!! You guys would be thinking that I am nort the one who dint turn to you all when I have trouble . Come on , if you guys really know me well you guys would feel it . You guys would be scolding me for being turning bad . When I go drinking or smoking all you guys would say was " Its bad for your health try to stop all . " But did you guys would ask me what really happen to me ? I am really nort happy these few days . I been crying and crying . I need him so much and he rejected me . Doesnt I desever a second chance ? If I doesnt den I shouldnt be like a good girl anymore since he doesnt even bother about me anymore . Its my own life and nobodys have the right to say so much . So what I go back to the life that I use to have ? Mixing with guys at night , drinking evceryday , nort going home and even smoking heavily each day . Care ? Dont act with me . Always been me the one who makes you guys laughing happily and planning for eveything . Now I wouldnt do those kind of things again because I am tired of wearing a FAKE MASK infont of you all !! Go away !! Stop acting that you guys care !! CRAPS !!
