Couldnt gert myself sleep last night because I thought something bad is going happen to Darence and me . Its true something did happened to us . I feel upset when he told me that he may consider going back with his ex-girlfriend and seriously I dont know what to reply and I told him to go back to her den . When down for a walk and was smoking at the playground there , tears kept dropping down and I started to miss him alot alot . Is daniel going to replace him ? I dont think anybody can replace daniel but since the way daniel had been treating me and I really know that we are IMPOSSIBLE anymore . So why nort go for a relationship that really could last and the person may suits me ? So its time to go for a relationship . But why sadness do come when Darence told me that what is going to happen to he and his ex-girlfriend . I met up with him last night , I hugged him and never de less we did kiss but is that our last kiss I don't know but I really hope it is nort our last meet up or what so ever . Maybe I would go with Jeffery or maybe nort ? I just doesnt know what I really what but there is somethinig I know I want thats a boyfriend who love me .

Thanks for this 2 girlfriend who been accompany me and telling me alot of things . I realise something even the world is going to collapse one day I believe they would be with me protecting me and care for me . I know that its always been so hard for us to meet up but there are times I really need you girls and they never been disappoint me . I dontknow how many thankyou I would like to say to them but A MILLIONS of THANKYOU !! My tears drop down and they wipe it off for me . I told them I was being bullied they say they would protect me . I say I doesn't want to gert hurt and they told me that I can find them whenever I find need someone . I used to think that nort every friend could do this but now I believe and seriously I love you girls .