I doesnt know whether could I say is it a good things for me or a bad things for me ? After so much things happened , I would like to say that " GUYS , COULD YOU ALL JUST FUCKOFF ?!" . I realise that guys is always good in sweet-talking . They really treat you well when they havent gert you but once they gert you they would just treat you like a dog ?! I would own up thats this past few months after so much relationship I have been treated like a dog ? I could treat you well but yet this is the way you treat me back ? Complaining how nort understanding am I ? How much worry that I would always give you ? No trust ? Ahas ! Thanks for those excuse ?! I mean , its just to face up the fact that what is going on ?! You could say how much you love me but ended up you would just gert attached after we broke up the 4th day ? ComeOn ! A guy like you who doesn't have a girlfriend will die isn't it ?! just doesnt want to talk much about you but I only know that I wouldn't be that foolish anymore ? To go and view your facebook and saw the sweetness that she and you having yet I am crying sadly over those post ! I wouldn't be that stupid anymore ? I swear that I wouldn't trust guys again anymore even I will it would only be Daniel . The guy who never hurt me before even thought we brokeup but there was a reason why things ended this way ?

Ahas ! I am in school right now ! I wasnt feeling very well and been vomiting ! Shaggy ! How I wish that Kenneth is now by myside taking good care of me ! Recently has been busy going out with Sep Girlfriend and thanks her for staying by myside . Went out with them to watch IronMan2 ! Niceshow(: ! Went to meet Nicholas? OMG , I doesnt know how to describle him ?! Humph , went to play pool with Junliang , Sep and Nicholas ! Mood went down because had a small quarrel with Kenneth ! He say that my feelings for him is fake de ! If thats the cause why would I bother for so much thing ? But he apologise , so he is forgiven ?! AHAS ! I can forgive you but nort twice ? But the both of us keep quarrel over a small staff ? But Kenneth always give in to me and I feel that I am really very sorry because I was the one who always find trouble ! I am a little trouble girl? Ahas !! We could only be able meet up once or twice in a week and I find that it's kind of sad but distance is never a problem if the both of us have faith in each other ? JingLong , he has been asking people around me how I have been but just want you to know that I am doing good ? Althought , there are times I have been crying for you at night but now I am trying nort to . Listen up this , YOU were the one who said out those nasty thing that day to me and now you are asking me how have I been ?! Dont you find it abit too much ?! I just want to gert you out of my life ?! I am lucky to have Bestie DanielTan.H.S with me ! Been protecting me all this while ! I LOVE MY BESTIE LOTS !!

Recently many things have been bothering me ! Relationship failure and family problems !
Should I thanks the god for giving me all this trouble ?! Having a hard time to endure it and yet this time round I think I have lost ! Had a bad quarrel with jiejie because she thinks that I have been asking her for money to school ?! LMAO ! Its you people who want me to studies when I told you that how I doesnt want to attend school but I still attended it no matter how unhappy was I to attend school ? When I told you people I want to gert work instead of studying ? You guys say that I has been making you all worry but did I ? Why must you guys thinks that I will gert bad just because Jiejie and Korkor met up with sickening problems ?? Are you all being fair to me ? We have already make agreement of letting me staying out late at night ! Do you know how bored would I be to staying at home when there is nothing to do ? Stop treating me as a 3 year old kids when I am already a 17 ! I know that you guys been worry for me as I am a girl and worry that I may gert harm by people ? Simple trust and you guys dint even give me ? Dont let me run away from home when I doesnt want staying in a family with no TRUST ?!!! You guys dint know how unhappy am I when I met up with relationship ?! You guys always think that I never treat my realtionship imporant when I really does ?! You guys doesnt know how much hurt I gotten from those fucking guys ?! Guys , I know that you guys has been playing a fool with me when I wanted a real relationship ?! He asked me nort to wait for him and asked me for stop liking him ! OMG ! Sounded as if you broke up with me ! What the FUCK I done wrong ??!! I doesnt want to be a spare tyre ! Keep crying last night because all they know was just SCOLDIING ME ! I know I have lost ! Seriously , I am sick of living ! :( .