What is the story

Thats what I want to say to all of you .

Friday, October 30, 2009

Getting to know bikes friends I maybe lucky . But sometimes they do makes me worry about them . They love speeding which is very dangerous I would always nagging like a mummy telling them to be extra extra careful . My boyfriend who rides bikes too so each time is on bike I would be worry for him . I pray that all my loves ones who rides bikes could be safe and sound . So guys promise me be careful okays ? Recently been meeting up with daddy and zhikai dey all , I realised daddy seen like in a mood swing . I am worried for him . I wish he could tell me what happened but he would just keep it in heart . Daddy , what happened ?
Being a girl like me I could say that I am really lucky to meet so many people . I have alots of good friends who are with me whenver I need them . When my blog was spammed by DOGS they would help me tag them back . Thanks . When I was feeling very low I would cry and they are willing to me lending me their comfortable shoulder and entertaining me . When I gert bully they would always help me by finding back those poeple trouble . When I am ill , they would give me extra care just like a mummy who is nagging their own child . 16 years old of me , still acting like a little child . I would always want them to takecare of me and giving me all their attention yet they really did . Thanks so much . I just wants to say , I treat you guys just like my loves ones . I never wanted to lose anyone of you beacuse the feeling of losing someone is really painful . So open your heart freely and talk to me . I promise none of you will gert left out .

I promise Anson that I would wait for him and never do unfaithful things to him . So I hope that he could trust me and so our relationship could last . Anson Wong , loveyou(:

I am Sorry to anson

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Our sweet romances started on the 25 Oct 2009 . Reflashing back the day we first met was because of the rounding . I gort ride by him Anson Wong Weijie . Things was really good with us . Sweet was the only words I could find and I think is best to describle for us . I am flirt for the past 7 months because daniel he left me . But 7 months of today I found Anson and I do believe that we could really last . But things that I done in the past was really too much just worry that he couldnt accept it but den do you know what he say " I love the way you are and as you say is already past and who doesnt have past ?" . Thats really touches me beacuse I am nort pretty or very rich but yet he doesnt mind at all . But really Sorry to let you suffer for hearing awful things but trust me I wont do those things again because I have you now . I treasure this realtionship alot and so does you . A big boy like you shouldnt drop tears easily saw those tears you drop breaks the heart on mine . Dont cry my little PRINCE (: Iloveyou .

Who wants to be dirty and gert insulted by people ?! You , you or you ? I guess nobody who wants it right ? But gert the fact right before you want to comment people . Its my life so I can do whatever I want but let me tell you this " You have no right and I dont see any right you gort to insult people . " Gert it ?! Its time to grow up little kids .
Seriously I hated what I really do in the past ? But I couldnt turn back the clock and things couldnt make any changes . Letting people around me to gert insulted that really makes me upset . All I wanted to say is I am Sorry and really Sorry .

Daddy is making me worry .

Recently been toning with all my Girlfriends and zhikai they all . Met up with Alvin Daddy and he seen like he is having alot of trouble in his heart . What happened to daddy >< he is making us so worry each day . Broking our hearts and making us really worry about you . I should be angry but I just cant . Naughty daddy that was what I could say !!

Happy Birthday to Sharoln

Time flies so fast , its my Girlfriend Sharoln Birthday . Happy Birthday Sweeties . Helped her celebrated her birthday at eunos with AhXiong dey all but gort to go off first to meet friends at eastcoast park . Received magdeline de cor , she told me that eugenn injured himself . Run all the way from my block to playground . I was so shock but luckily he is okays . Lastly , wanted to wish Sharoln Girlfriend again HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

When I am healing and you choose to come back arent it too late ?

Monday, October 19, 2009

After so much day staying late out at night . I have been thnking alot alot of things . I was so shocked when Bestie Siongkiat he would text me because it was really too sudden . Nobody know what is on this peoples mind but I could just say that I am really happy when I saw his message . I smile happily . But I was very disappointed in some people too , they want to come and they dontwant they would just leave you aside . I am a human and nort a toys that belongs to you guys . Where were you guys when I most needed you all ?! You guys are just like JERK .

Dont find me when he is missing beside COME ON I hate him and never de less I will meet up with him . Gert it ?! I am happy with the life I have now so I think I will have a boyfriend that really soon but as for girlfriend I think I would have alot alot . (:

I broke the record of mine . I was on bike

Recently were toning outside . I guess I have been toning with my girlfriends for 4 days le . I was so tired !! Went toning with zhikai , Jiaqing , Zhaoxiang , Ben huat , Alvin . But first day only have zhikai , Zhaoxiang and Jiaqing . I requested to go Changi to see BAPO !! Headed there and finally saw I was enjoying . Actually they are quite pretty luhs is just too pity that they are boy .

Second day meet up with benhuat and Alvin le , I dontknow why I keep calling benhuat ; PAPA !! LOLS . Everything was very smooth until we were on way down westcoast . Poor zhaoya was ride by zhikai and due to some reason they met a small accident . BANG !! Ended up I gort to be ride by a guy who cor weijie . Seriously I was damn scared beacuse its a guy that I dontknow and whats more he was speeding . OMG !! But I am lucky I met no accident . Went back earlier to eunos with zhikai , jiaqin and zhaoya . Texted with weijie(: and talked alot alot of things . This coming Saturday I am going to meet him up . So nervous dontknow where to go and when I saw him I also dontknow what to say .

I just doesnt know what I really want

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Couldnt gert myself sleep last night because I thought something bad is going happen to Darence and me . Its true something did happened to us . I feel upset when he told me that he may consider going back with his ex-girlfriend and seriously I dont know what to reply and I told him to go back to her den . When down for a walk and was smoking at the playground there , tears kept dropping down and I started to miss him alot alot . Is daniel going to replace him ? I dont think anybody can replace daniel but since the way daniel had been treating me and I really know that we are IMPOSSIBLE anymore . So why nort go for a relationship that really could last and the person may suits me ? So its time to go for a relationship . But why sadness do come when Darence told me that what is going to happen to he and his ex-girlfriend . I met up with him last night , I hugged him and never de less we did kiss but is that our last kiss I don't know but I really hope it is nort our last meet up or what so ever . Maybe I would go with Jeffery or maybe nort ? I just doesnt know what I really what but there is somethinig I know I want thats a boyfriend who love me .

Thanks for this 2 girlfriend who been accompany me and telling me alot of things . I realise something even the world is going to collapse one day I believe they would be with me protecting me and care for me . I know that its always been so hard for us to meet up but there are times I really need you girls and they never been disappoint me . I dontknow how many thankyou I would like to say to them but A MILLIONS of THANKYOU !! My tears drop down and they wipe it off for me . I told them I was being bullied they say they would protect me . I say I doesn't want to gert hurt and they told me that I can find them whenever I find need someone . I used to think that nort every friend could do this but now I believe and seriously I love you girls .

A chance for me to change and I will treasure it .

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

This is a chance for me to change . A chance that I would treasure because after so much things have happened I realised that sometime when things happend to be change you could do things to aviod it for happening . Just like friendship , I lost a number of peoples that I loves just nort because of my attitude but just the way I look things on . Perhaps a change of myself would be better for me . Have colour my hair yesterday with Zhaoya . When over to her place , I would like to thanks her for helping me because I dont really know what to do . I promise Darence that I would control on my smoking but guys you all know its hard to quit but I would give it a try . I didn't gert to meet up with Darence last night , kind of upset but I guess we would meet up really soon . Today dint attend school because it is our last day of school , dint want to cry so dint attent school . No matter spending 2 years of my time with all my classmates feelings for them would be strong . So I wanted to wish PingYi Secondary student of class 422 all the best for what you guys do and I love you guys !! (:

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Perhaps I should go for HIM and nort that HIM anymore .

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

It could be so nice if I meet him first but I dont think we would end up being together . No matter what who doesnt wants a relationship that last ? Perhaps just let things be like this for the time being . Met up with Darence yesterday went to playground to sit. He was like keep making me ! But nevermind its okay I don mind at least I did make him too . So its DRAW !! Talked with him alot alot of staff and I even saw his EX girlfriend photo . LOLS . !! That STINGY guy only let me see ONE !! But den its okay at least I saw ONE . So many couples there so we acted as ONE too . LAUGH !! In the end , I gort to meet ah XIOng and Zhibin . Headed home after that because wasnt feeling very well . ):

It could be nice if times could turn back because I am nort tht girl who has PRINCESS attitude anymore . I would change just to make him happy because I know it worth it . I found many good friends around me and I swear I would treasure you guys with my LOVES . I love you girls . Never de less , I LOVE MY FAKE BOYFRIEND DARENCES !! (:

I treat you just like all my GIRLFRIEND beacuse I never wants to LOSE anyone . GOODBYES!

Monday, October 12, 2009

it's been so sad that I lose a GIRLFRIEND who werre use to be very close and all those memories that we used to have . But why ? You find me having Attitude Problem ? Yea , its true that I have but why cant you just drop me a msg and tell me that you will be coming down . Why cant you just think that its always nort easy for you to meet up with us and we dont really spend alot of time together ?
You think I doesnt treat you as my girlfriend den you are WRONG . If you quarrel with desmond I wouldnt help , when sister outing I wont bother to ask you , when your blog was spammed I wouldnt help . I wouldnt even bother to ask you be one of the 6 sister . I dont throw you attitude that for no reason how many time you always do those kind of things ? You think I am nort good enough den FINE . I dint mean to say you are china all those craps just a moment of ANGRY !! No matter what I would apologise because thats the only wrong thing I think I done wrong . SORRY . You are OUT and thats what you choose , I dint force you .
LOVES AND MISSES .

What are they trying to tell me ?! And that is what I really want to say .

Ahas !! Just doesnt know why i feel so funny ? In this world , there are people who is very lame . Trying to make me angry or provoke me ?! I dont think I am perhaps I just think that they are wasting their time for doing so much things ? I would just like to tell them this " Dont have to tell me so much thing or giving me craps that you feel sad for me when I think there is nothing to be pity about ? At least I did use to have onces although it doesnt last long . " Memories and meant to keep inside heart and I hope that you guys can stop doing all kind of staff just inorder to provoke me or just to make me feel regretted ? I can just tell you all I wont feel provoke and perhaps I would HATE HIM ?! . So thanks for those who updated me but I am really nort interested in them . Dont provoke me when I doesnt want to provoke you peoples and I doesnt want to find anyones troube . I just doesnt wants to hurt anyone . Lastly , I give them my blessing . Last long YANGJIE and AHJESS yea . (:

Met someone who cor DARENCE and he is really a nice guy . Chatted with him on phone last night . Mood wasnt very good because was PISSED OFF with people who wants to provoke me . But thanks to him I have so much laughter , I did feel better and I doesnt feel like I am alone when I am down . He is SUPER FUNNY when he speaks chinese . OMG , I just cant stop LAUGHING !! WAHAHAS ~~ . I hope he could be with me whenever I needed someone and we would gert to know each other better . He taught me alot of things and he gave me alot of advice too . I will learn to look FARFAR but never leave me alone alrights ?! My dearest (:

Went out with GIRLFRIEND !

When watching movie with Zhaoya last friday . The movie was quite nice but just the ending I doesnt really like it . Both of us did quite a number of stupid things .
We thought that we have enter wrong threater . Laugh !! Headed to library to borrow my english story book the card we inserted wrongly . Lastly headed back to eunos , went to meet my girlfriend for dinner and basketball match . (:

Thanks ZHAOYA for always being with me . You are those who are cor true frens. Never hid things from me . Share with me all your thing whether you are happy or sad because I would likes to stay by yourside just like how you stay by myside . I LOVE YOU (:

SATISFIED ?!

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

I have no more BESTIE Siongkiat and yet I have been losing people that I loves .
thats what you guys wanted me to give you in the first place right ?!! SATISFIED ? Dont give me all those craps . You care for me or what so ever . Where were you guys when I most needed you ? When I was crying needed for a shoulder or when I needed someone for their listening ears to let me pour out whatever is in my heart . WHERE WERE ALL OF YOU ?!! You guys would be thinking that I am nort the one who dint turn to you all when I have trouble . Come on , if you guys really know me well you guys would feel it . You guys would be scolding me for being turning bad . When I go drinking or smoking all you guys would say was " Its bad for your health try to stop all . " But did you guys would ask me what really happen to me ? I am really nort happy these few days . I been crying and crying . I need him so much and he rejected me . Doesnt I desever a second chance ? If I doesnt den I shouldnt be like a good girl anymore since he doesnt even bother about me anymore . Its my own life and nobodys have the right to say so much . So what I go back to the life that I use to have ? Mixing with guys at night , drinking evceryday , nort going home and even smoking heavily each day . Care ? Dont act with me . Always been me the one who makes you guys laughing happily and planning for eveything . Now I wouldnt do those kind of things again because I am tired of wearing a FAKE MASK infont of you all !! Go away !! Stop acting that you guys care !! CRAPS !!

I hope that HE can still feel for me .

After a period of time , I thought I could forgert about him but ended up feelings for him may have become a LITTLE but everyday I would miss him that LITTLE . Each day a LITTLE would gain up alot alot . I was wondering each day how have he been and did he eat his meal on time ? Did he update for his ARMY staff and alotalot of things that he suppose to do . Dint text him for a very long time and I guess soon I will text him like the past ? Everyday a messgae ?

Perhaps he may nort reply but I will always wait for his message . Needed his encouragment so I could really do well in my N levels but I dont think he will nort . Since the day I given him the black book he have never contacted me again even I text him he also wont reply . What is he really think about ? I hope he can let me know . All I want him to know that was , Meifeng has already change and can you feel it ?

Anyway I gert to know my Mr T le . (:

Studying very very HARD !!

Here I am posting again . Today was having my mathsmatics paper . Damn it !! I FLUNG my paper again . Was so nervous and I knew it that I would be able to do it . Laugh !! Poor Tryon was being accused that he had been cheating but seriously he dint just happened to have the smiliar answer on the first page with the others . As for Benjamine and Zhanyang might gert 0 for their paper also . As teacher catch them cheating . Poor Benjamine when I saw him he was like going to cry , I pray that they could be fine .

Bad EGG

Monday, October 5, 2009

Been finding time to update my blog . Finally today have time le . Was staying at home yesterday because today onwards my N LEVELS continue le . Today having EBS thats is my best subject but today paper was so hard 19 pages on worksheet which time was only given 1h 30mins . WHAT THE !! Dint manage to finish around 4 question . Paper was so HARD !!

After paper Debi and Tryon accompamy me to Supermarket to buy things . On our way at bus Tryon kept staring at a GUY !! >,< !! LOLS . Saw edna at KFC !! I miss her !! Was Laughing and joking on our way . BAD EGG TRYON !! After shop finish and headed back HOME .

I went out with my girlfriend

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Finally meet up with my girlfriends . After so long , I finally gert to meet up with them .
Although nort the six of us are down yesterday but we did enjoy . Play basketball last night , damn must be because I smoke ended up whole body feel very weak . Yet , yesterday quarrel with yangjie again . Really dont know why when I just wanted to last with someone and when I am giving him this chance he wont treasure ? What is he been busy doing until he cant text me ? Even when I texted him ? He told me that he dint heard his phone rang den what about when you wake up why dint bother text me ? This kind of relationship can LAST ? Sorry , I dont think we can . Its time to say Goodbye . ~~
Last night when to meet ah xiong dey all and zhaoya girlfriend . Thanks for accompany me during my hard time . Tears just stop falling when I talked about him . Today went to meet zhaoya Girlfriend went to make her e-zlink at pasir ris de but den ended up the e-zlink could be make at eunos . So went to Bedok , we went to the library to borrowed books . Sorry to make zhaoya's Girlfriend worry but I be fine after some days .

If I could be Flan Flood , I would feel blessing because she is Pretty . She have a blessful family and good friends around for her . Relationship is smooth too .
Can I ?