I am ATTACHED .
Thursday, August 27, 2009
it's been so long ii have last post !! Here , ii am back to post !!
These few days alot of things has change . I gort myself a new boyfren
I hope this boyfren which ii gort for myself could really last .
These few days ii have been doing good with him . Being with him ii have
lots of laughter and fun , thanks dear . Brought him over to my place
for family gathering . He was so quiet and thats nort the real him . LAUGH !!
ii could understand as he is shy . Parents and sister have seen him so dear you
have pass the test . wahahas . Dear's mummy landed in hospital , poor dear
he was so worry when we were on our way back home from my school .
Told him to go down straight to the hospital to see mummy . When to see mummy
yesterday , GOSH !! was so nervous . But things were alrights . Mummy is discharging
today and ii hope mummy would be okays and stay healthy . Loves and misses(:
Everything remain the same , the only different was you are no longer with meifeng
Friday, August 21, 2009
Eveything has finally come to an end .
Those days were busy were hard for my wooing plans but now everything has
finally reach to an end and it all end at yesterday when the clock dint even strike at 12 on
the midnight . Went down to bukit panjang with edna and zhaoya at night .
Was very nervous even when ii am still at eunos . I also dontknow perhaps
the reason is because ii am afraid to seeyou . When to take bus and after a long journey we have
finally reach . Was walking to the condo , lots of memories flashed back . each time you send me
home and we were playing . Laughs . It's was so fun . Finally reached Mayspring condo ,
walk through the car park and maked our way to take the lift .
Pressed storey 4 . Told them which is your house and asked them to go .
Afraid that ii may saw you so ii waited downstair . They told me that your maid
couldnt understand what they say so cor mummy to come . Mummy said that you were
sleeping . So ii couldnt ask much anymore . They even told me your house have adopted a
new dog .
They came down and went to walk around the condo and went to the swimming pool .
Memories keep flashing back . When we were together we went down swimming and playing like kids . Went to smoke and tears started to roll down . Just cant stop telling myself that ,
this is my last time coming in here .
Go to the shopping mall to have our dinner . Dint ate much just ate desert .
Tears kept rolling just like tap water again .
Everything may remain the same , the only thing was You are no longer with me .
Thanks to my 2 loving girlfriends , they keep entertaning me .
All ii wants to say to them was thanks for accompany me and thanks for the everything .
I LOVES YOU GIRLS!!
maked our way to bus stop to take bus . .
Finally home sweet home .
Last chance for working hard to WOO back YOU .
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Its my last chance for working hard and its would be my last time wooing back you .
ii have confessed to daniel le . I told him that ii wanted to patch with him and hope that
he would give me an reply on yesterday . Texted him to ask him to think carefully and
give me an reply on the 12 midnight .
Mood was really bad and dint really know what to do .
Waited and waited . Phone rang but it wasnt daniel but just other friends .
Been waiting and waiting . . . waiting and waiting . . .
ii was so scared so had a change of the mind of mine . Texted him again , asked him to give
me the answer on friday and nort yesterday . So ii can work hard for few more days
and you could have more time to think about it .
Seriously , ii am really nervous and scared . Althought ii already know what would be
the answer but just carry a little hope and believe that miracles do happen . I hope that
daniel he can feel that ii am changing . ii am really no longer that past meifeng . no more
attitude , nort understanding and ii am no longer that cry baby .
its just chances all ii need and everything is in daniel's hand .
Counting down in 2 more days .
Biggest decision
ii make a big decision yesterday , ii asked for patch . Texted him yesterday to ask him to give me
the answer that ii want but yesterday 12 midnight and if he doesnt reply means
the answer he gave me would be a "NO". But ended up ii dint ask for the answer yet wanted
him to give me an reply on friday night . I admit that is ii am scared and ii doesnt want to face
the answer that he give me . Actually ii already know the reason that he would give me
but ii just carry a little hope and hopes that miracle do happen .
Working for few more days to woo him back and also working very hard for the things that
ii am doing for him . I really hope that daniel can feel my changing and the things ii do for him .
Friday is the time for my answer and seriously ii am really nervours . Waiting for my handphone
to ring and gert the answer that ii always want . Even the answer is no but ii really hope that
you can send me a message and tell me . Never choose to aviod
Every tears that ii drop is from the heart of mine .
Saturday, August 15, 2009
I dontknow how to start . But all ii know was ii gort alot of things to tell you .
ii know that ii have done something foolish and that thing may make you
be mad at me . I am SORRY but all ii wanted was just your attention and your care .
You can think that ii am childish but thats nort ii want to .
the way you treat me is often HOT and COLD . what happened ?
Did ii say something wrong and makes you be mad at me den if thats the cause
ii am willing to apologise . I am SORRY .
but why when ii apologise to you and you choose nort to forgive me ?
WHY ??!! when you do something and say something you may nort realise that
you have actually hurt me . I am nort angry with you perhaps all
ii hope that you could continue to text with me . even the messge is short at
least ii would be content . Heart is CRying , can you heard that ?
Its been so long .
back posting again le .
Recently was having family dinner together . Jiejie , she came back home with brother-in-law from malaysia and brought us present . They brought us to eat at our house downstair .
Was chit-chatting and joking all the way . Its was such a long time we been
together and enjoying . I enjoyed it .
after dinner went to back hometo have family gathering we were playing cards together
poor korkor was in camp so couldnt join us .
Dint told them about my prelim staff because ii doesnt want to disappoint them .
around 10 plus jiejie and brother-in-law headed back home .
Went working on the friday evening with twins(Edna) afterthat went to meet Wawa dey all .
Ton with them , ii was smoking and smoking . Mood wasnt that good because of daniel .
went back home in the morning and ii am SORRY TWINS , caused you in the rush .
thanks for staying by myside whenever ii need you and ii LOVE you .
Friendship do last ?
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Good frienship do last but why arent mine lasting ? Seriously , its disappointing and upset .
I thought that we could be like real blood sister and we could last till the
day we die but everything doesnt seen that way . We can quareel with each other
because of guys and we can even bully each other . Tears roll down when ii think ,
come on althought we never been together very long but ii treat you guys all
like my sister . But why recently you girls makes me feel that we are drifting apart
far away !! I dontknow what can ii still say more perhaps just tell me if you girls
want to be SEPERATE !! Just drop me a msg and let me know . I doesnt want more
but just hope that we can be like the past . Laughing , playing and talking out hearts
with one another . It's such a DISAPPOINTMENT and to all my DEAREST GIRL I AM
REALLY SAD . I love you girls more den myself thats what ii can really say .
Is it really the time to said Goodbyes to everyone ?
